For the past 5 years I have not worked a job. It’s not like I’ve never been unemployed before. I raised my kids as a stay-at-home mother when they were tiny and I still see it worth it. But these past 5 years are different in me not working because I believed, the whole time, […]Read more "Feeling Broken?"
After I graduate this year long program, I should have just about a million coping skills in my back pocket. Maybe I should put some of the best working ones for myself in here. Depression: Baby steps-breaking down any thing I do into the smallest of steps. Like “getting out of bed” is sitting up, […]Read more "Coping Skills"
I did my nails up in the style of Autism awareness puzzle colors, whether it’s that time of year or not, all thanks to the insistence of a friend. Why the hype? I got to go to my first work meeting before I start the real job! I was so excited about it I woke […]Read more "Work Hype"
I can’t sleep. I have the problem sometimes. Not as bad as others since I now have sleep meds, but it’ll still pop up for now and again. I haven’t written in here in a long time. Again. My MO. I build up a lot of anxiety the more I write in here and it […]Read more "Out of it and back into it"
I am in a therapy group. It’s a pretty tight knit group where what’s said there stays there, but sometimes I just cannot not stand for things that have happened. And since these things things have happened outside of therapy sessions I feel ok to share. Last week a 3rd person was unfairly treated and […]Read more "Help being not so helpful"
I haven’t written in here in awhile again because there has been a slue of stressful things happening to me lately. I still have a positive outlook on live and that’s the important thing, but stress is stress. So the next several days I am going to update on what’s already happened to me and […]Read more "It’s been awhile… again"
So… I forgot this blog even exsisted. I rediscovered it Thanks to another J wonderful person in my life: Accept the Bullshit (in this blog space). I read back all of my posts and I realized I do not remember writing a goddamn thing. lol sadly this happens to me. I wouldn’t call it blacking […]Read more "It’s Been Awhile…"